Today is 10 days until I can begin down regulation. Today is the day the drugs finally arrived and today is the day I’ve found my stress levels to be at the highest
I have a funny feeling in my tummy and chest. My heart is pounding and I have what some people may describe as butterflies, to me it feels like a storm at sea. I don’t know what it is, I’ve never felt like this for so long. Maybe before an interview or having to speak in front of a crowd, but 2 days of feeling like this is bringing me down.
Today my drugs were delivered, I had to have them sent to my mums as I couldn’t be in all day. But, they are now filling my fridge and stored in a safe place from little hands.
At the weekend we booked a holiday, a week away in late October for some (fingers crossed sunshine)